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Sheep's HouseHere the love and happiness These Days DGoing with the wind
Time goes by,it's been a month since last diary,in fact I should feel embarrased to name it with"diary",'cos it is not updated daily.But I have an excuse, which is not counted to be sensible,that I am incredibly"busy"--Nothing has been done in these thirty days.Yeah,a meaningful event occured,and I don't want to talk about it.To finish this series is NO.1.It seems like a regulation that I have to find some ridiculous reasons to justify for myself.Well,no amount of proves can conseal the truth that this is the very"regulation".
"Going with the wind",why don't I choose the title of a great fiction,which is a permenant litterature.I've read the works several times,but the connotation of "Gone with wind"is still unapproachable to me.What does it stand for?I'm seeking for the answer every time I'm sinking into it.
Going with the wind is a kind of state.It sounds like I have a good frame of mind when I say this short phrase.To be plain with you,I've been happy for a long time since I quitted the jod from the college.My soul was relaxed when I got rid of the complicated yoke.I don't need to work for anyone any more.I think it's the time for me to unhold my wings and soar in the sky.And that's why I'm"going with the wind".In the terms of the significence of the farewell to the nonsense junks,it's something of liberation.
One needs to be selflish,especially when he realizes he is the owner of himself.Of course,I don't dismiss coming to somebody's aid.You'll have the right to complete your time table;you can do lots of things as your thought;you're able to amplify your dreams and make them come true by your characteristic ways.Because you're in a higher place,from which you are given more broden space.
Now,I possess my list,when I look back on the companions who're struggling in the tough task,I want to urge them to do like me.But I never try that.My quit is an escape,with no faculty to tackle the complex situation.However,they've shown their gifts to survive themselves.Staying is the other choice.No one can definite which is better.I wish them to do well in their own fields.
And I'm settling down into another"job",in which I'm the"boss",the only difference.During the independent journey,I'll face many unimaginable problems,maybe fleeing is not a good way to release oneself,just"going with the wind". These Days CChalk And Cheese
Orginally,as the turn I've mentioned before,I should tell the details about the travel in Dalian.Yeah,to be plain with you and myself,I'll "go to Dalian"once again,but the views I've caught about this famous and romantic city are about to be out of my composing plan.I fairly wanna reveal my feelings on this trip not just the integrated impression to the city.
Why I titled it with the name of"Chalk and cheese".Does it have any relationship with the journey?Maybe this kind of comparation is thought to be reluctent in a large extent,I see the procedure as the "chalk",and what is the "cheese"?Pictures,experiences or memories?I can not deny that those count to be the treasure of a jolly trip.However,I made this decision several months ago,in the first place,I just chose the total relief to be the fertile"cheese".So,when I want to recapture something happened during that fantastic seven-day-tour,all I need is to unpack the album,and laugh while recollecting each film with the photos.
Only to have been a real tourist can one realize that whether traveling is a best way to drag you away from the life's jail or not is depended.Facing to the crisp breeze from the deep blue sea,I wasn't absorbed in its marvolous sight.Cause the sea doesn't turn out to be peaceful constantly,when the demonished storm is coming,your life will be brought to the hell by the amplified current.You have to grope and identify the road leads you to the survival.And even if everything is on your way,you can not anticipate what is on the nature's way.For instance,the horribale tsunami,which attacked the southeast countries of Asia in 2004.
In terms of the propose of the trip,it looked far less than entertaiment.I seeked for a possibility to flee from the capbility temporarily,and regardless of what was going on after my return.In fact,I was blind and drunk by the beauty of the city.
It's better to say I was panicked during the visit than be relieved.But I still consider it to be a significent one.It brought myself to think over my life.
I 've graspped the cheese,but rarely to possess it is not enough,the prominent thing is to make it sweeter.
These Days BThe Bosom Friend
To be his passenger is my pleasure.'Course he is driving me to a brand new world.
We had a common and unexpected beginning,if not that bank,we were still strangers."You first.""No,I have enough time,please."Who could suppose that such kind of modest words led us to an unsunderable friendship.Last week,when he came back to the university where once he had studied.It's the first place he stayed after his arrival in China for the first time.And he said he has an exellent memory of it.I could see the felicity on his face.
Coming across foreigners with Japenese,Korean,European or North American nationality is an usual thing in Shanghai,but I grasped the gift to approach a convinced Muslin from deep Arabic desert.He is so differeent and friendly that he kept my inadvertent message in his mind.I had no motivate just wanted to come to his aid.In fact,"Meet some troubles,just call me"was an ordinary greeting in a large extent.I was sure he would forget me even that unmemorated bumping.However,beyond any of my dreams,He gave me a call two weeks later.Since then,the seed inundating with trust was set to grow.
He took me to his room and introduced himself and roommates to me.I suddenly found I was stepping into a special lot from a remote country.Seeing the books about Islam religion,pepple around me reminded me more than once"Spreading their principles to amplify their strengh is their job,don't be plunged by the dangerous aim."
In the first place,I was really baffled,not because of the warning,but the serious condition in which I was facing a religious problem.Gradually,I realized I just wanted to know more about Islam,nothing else other than that.He didn't and won't persude me into joining them at any time.He's been trying his best to portray the real Islam to me.Though Christians are very pretentious on account of the conquer of a large quantity of persons,that doesn't denote Islam should be disdained,letting their same originality alone.Islam has their own advantages,that's why the people in Saudi can enjoy peace and treasure.
I'm earnest.Coming from abroad is hard,and making accquaintance to them is not easy,either.Both of us cherish the relationship.It's too general for him to share everything with me,I'm moved.No one believes in me like that. And I have no consealment.
Talking,joking,teaching,cooking.Time just slips between each single letter full of happiness when we're together though our communication in English is not fluent.I've accompanied him lots of time he had staffs to deal with,and I'll never give up.Whenever he needs me,I swear I'll be there.
Pieces of his suggestion clean my soul and point me to a right direction.I don't understand all of his actions,but every of them is of great righteousness,which I can promise.
I don't dare to figure what'll happen if we're set apart,I won't let him down.
Here's to the best foreign friend a man could have-Abdullah
 These Days APrelude:Inadvertently,I hear the yell of my mind home.Turning back,peering at my track,I suddenly found my feet's prints are so vague,which denotes out a strenthless constitution.Yeah,I'm very tired these days.
As a matter of fact,"tired"being utilized here is not very proper,maybe "confused"should be the very one that portrays my feeling now.Some time ago,I just wanted to evaporate from this complicated world. To make a farewell was that hard.But,I still waited to bump into wonderful life.And fortunately,I stayed still.When somebody stood aloof to me,I didn't care.Complying with my own principle,I made my way to my direction,which belongs to myself.
These days,so many unexpected and fascinating things have occured to me,exactly,extraordinaries,from the sworn friendship with Abdullah,to the romantic and regretful traval for Dalian;from the farewell to devastating job to the decision of being ready for the master degree entrance test.I've obtained a large and significant transformation.Perhaps,you'll say:"Don't sound so excited."However,I have to emphasize that on account of these things I hold on myself,or I'll go astray.They're sometimes inevitablely thought to be odds and pieces,despite of this,they'll also be fixed into my soul.
This diary counts to be a kind of return,and the whole article will consist of several serieses.Arabic puration is to be the first one.Since I came across Abdullah,I've gone into a brand new Islam world and a nobel heart with no contamination. 等待真爱b 这段“真爱”叫人等得，不过将近三个月的时间对于一段值得的感情来说，也并不算漫长．我也有更多的时间来好好构思这篇呈现完全矛盾心理的文章．几个月前，我提到了＂顺其自然＂便草草地收场了，这次如果要接着这四个字说下去，我看是毫无头绪，冷静思考后，我重新界定了我的＂自然＂范畴．也许这篇东西根本就是离题的，但还是权作对感情观阐述的一个了结吧．
和她的联系已经日渐减少了，我并没有像刚开始那样焦急地猜测那头的近况，反而很坦然地忘却了应该按时的查收信箱．冲动和牵挂已经退出了我的心理空间．有人说着很这很正常，就像一杯卡布其诺，再厚的泡沫也会也会被空气＂吹＂散，精华依旧是那浓郁的香气和醇厚的口感．然而我冲泡的这杯，可能太注重外观效果，却忽视了本质精髓．昙花一现，留下的，尽是平淡无味．
我和妈妈说过＂你会发现，你的儿子很另类．＂大人时常开玩笑说你怎么现在还＂独守空巢＂．我的回答是还没有心思去想这个问题，是借口也是事实，问题就在于我不是没有时间去思考，而是压根就没有真正顾及自己的感情．抓住过几片过眼烟云，可还是有一种动力在促使我放弃．根据Pedo的告诫，我不好给这个动力妄加名称．可我时刻都感觉到自己有那个倾向．
我喜欢热闹，可是更期盼独处，一个人的天空任我翱翔．父母认为我还是没有遇到心仪的目标．可是这么多年都过去了，碰到过的异性也不计其数，我只是在意过有谁适合做我的好朋友，要上升到爱人，就＂高处不胜寒＂了．大学里已成定局，两年之后走出校园会遇见各种各样的人，可那也许并不能改变什么，因为至少现在，那种倾向很强烈．
我不能说我就是某某主义的，我胆怯，如果没有人肯定我的付出，我是不会流露任何情感的．只有对方确认也是爱我的，我才会有勇气和她走下去．不过到现在，我还是没有受到任何讯息．我是个何等平庸之辈啊，要让别人发现我，是多么困难．说到底，也就是害怕被拒绝，尽管我的爱情功略看似一套一套，内心防线又是多么脆弱啊．所以我只有一边等待，一边完善自己，这个过程已经让我麻木了，反而受到了＂独居＂的控制．
无论怎样，再痛苦的挣扎也只有让等待来缓释，何况不能肯定等来的是否真爱．顺其自然，只不过这时的＂自然＂多了几分惶恐被动和无奈． (四)等待真爱a 世界上最远的距离，不是生与死的距离，而是我站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你．
这篇感想拖了一个星期，因为一个星期了，我都没有收到她的来信．我的思绪一直很混乱，当然我今天用手指艰难的开始敲击键盘，并不代表她已经给我回信了，也不能说明我的想法理清了．一个平时对感情不屑顾及的人，怎么又能想到一个女孩已经在几年前，悄悄地潜入他的心扉．然而现在他觉察到了，一切都已为时过晚．她慢慢地走远了，我只有痴痴得，痴痴得等待．可是即便等到她回来了，又会怎么样呢？我矛盾着，思索着，后悔着，痛苦着．
熟悉我的人都知道我崇尚的是顺其自然，感情的入侵，在两周前，还是被排斥在我定义的＂自然＂范畴之外，因为我一直以为现在想这些问题还是太早．感情世界的过客，淡如云烟，他们彼此牵着的手看似牢固，殊不知有多少是那样脆弱，那样不堪一击．微笑带走甜蜜，难以沉淀眷恋；眼泪刺穿伤痕，难以冲刷酸楚．也许有人会说感情的舞台就是因上演分分合合而存在，并且绚丽多彩，但瞬息万变的剧情和难以琢磨却又命中注定的结局着实让人在历尽沉浮之后，背负沧桑和憔悴．这就是我眼中的感情，没有华丽的外衣，只有疲劳的奔走．你要说我是个悲情的人，我承认，甚至有时觉得自己应该修筑一道墙，把自己挡在那个复杂＂战场＂的外头，独享一片净土．
现在，这堵墙被我自己推倒了，奇怪的是不知哪来的力量．＂这个时候了，应该找个人了＂我最反感的就是这样的＂善意＂劝介．在我看来，年龄并不是付出感情的筹码，我不会太在意；再说＂找个人＂就违背我的＂自然＂信条了． (三)感叹历史 要是在这七天之前，你问我是否喜欢看历史题材的电视剧，我绝对会很坚决地给你否定的答案．我不爱看历史剧的理由都是想当然的，一来大部分的历史剧给人的第一感觉就是冗长，而且时间一拖就容易散，却又不像散文那样形散而神不散，难以突出重点；二来我在高中学的是文科，将三年在课堂上学到的史实和很多剧情作比较，电视剧里对人物的刻划更多地被批上了导演或是编剧的主观意想，有失公正，看上去更像戏说．
记得Pedo在于锦州家中养病期间曾经和我的一聊天中问我寒假里有没有看电视，我的回答是很少，因为几年的在外求学基本告别了电视机，也就把在小学时被大人认为是坏习惯的爱看电视给扔掉了．节目枯燥，剧情荒诞，网络取代，这是我给出的放弃电视的三个具有代表性的理由．在我的印象里，他和电视也不像是有缘之人，可他却和我说，在家养病三月，他＂看上＂了电视，尤其是我一直厌恶的历史剧．
回校后的第一天晚上他就出乎意料地带我去食堂看电视，说是要完成在家的遗留任务．也就是那天晚上我走进了青年毛泽东的生活时代，看完了一集我还饶有兴趣地接着看了第二集．不过对《恰同学少年》的领受就停留在那两集里，后来我就又回到了那个＂电视真空＂的环境中．
这次假期他又要我看《贞观长歌》，开始我毫无疑问地拒绝了，八十二集，相当年央视在黄金时间播放《三国演义》时我是多么惋惜痛苦。然而有的时候自己也弄不清自己的想法，看了一集竟然就有追着往下看的念头了，况且我又是从前不着村，后不着店的地方开始看的。
我对唐太宗的了解也就是通过对贞观之治和他身边的那些仁人志士的学习得到的。我总以为历代王朝的兴衰与帝王息息相关，这点并不错，但是我的认识还是很浅的。我能看出吴子牛导演投拍此片的用意，绝不是仅仅在于歌功颂德，古之事，今之鉴。要只是知晓古之事，那就辜负了学习和欣赏历史的意义了。
在这里我不想过多地去叙述这部鸿篇巨制的内容，也不想花心思去分析拍摄的手法，只谈谈我对这段历史的感慨，我想这才是我看这部电视剧的真正收获所在。
边疆维和，乱党阴谋，招贤纳士，设立储君，百姓民生，历来君王担负的使命无外乎处理好这些悠关国家存亡的大计。然有的皇帝开创治世，有的却葬送国民，成败得失，就在于君主是否圣明。君主的圣明来自于他自身的文治武功，坦荡胸襟，决非奸臣的阿谀奉承，阳奉阴违。不过“圣明”二字写来容易，做来却是何等艰辛－－痛苦而又是必须的选择－－家父还是国父。爱子作奸犯科是杀是留；宠臣贪赃枉法是贬是用；如果是一个家父，姑息迁就算不上什么过错，可李世民从登基之日起就毅然地选择了当一个国父。杀一爱子，肃正皇室威信；贬一宠臣，张显天子严明。他所做的一切都向天下展示着大唐的国威，服己以服众。直面谏言，他虚怀若谷，视如治国良方；平定事端，他果断英明，挥洒雄才大略。忙碌一辈子，矛盾一辈子，抉择一辈子，感伤一辈子，为的就是做一个对得起子民的“合格的国父”。
一代盛世因其卓而不凡的领袖得以傲立群方。时隔千年，能够世代得后人景仰的君主屈指可数，然一世英明得以传承久远的就更是少之甚少。在治国上，我不想评价现今统治者的功绩，两者一比便知，但在为人处事上，无论我们在他面前是多么渺小，也有很多值得学习之处。于我来说，“从长计议”“戒骄戒躁”就是正中要害的关键。我没有能力治理国务，最需要的就是一颗冷静面对生活的头脑。遇到困难急于求解，收拾不了就怨天尤人，如果把我摆到太宗的位置，不用说国家的存亡，就连自身性命也由人左右。
我只看了整部电视剧的三分之一，却已非常留恋，不是跌宕的剧情，也不是庞大的阵容，而是英雄的胆识与魅力。我们感叹历史，往往将目光放在国之兴衰，今非昔比，可真正值得感叹的，却是铸造历史的人和我们与他的距离！
(二)促膝长谈 ＂恕我直言，其实你缺少的是一个思考问题的头脑，你还不知道怎样去想一个问题．＂
命中要害，一语道破我在处事上最大的弊病，这是我在这几天里再次获得的宝贵财富中金光闪闪的一点．
自从Pedo决定要来我这边度过几天五一假期开始，我就着实开心了一把．一来像我这种闲不住的人正愁着拟订着假期计划，二来因为他的到来，我的生活肯定会超乎平常．事实就是这样．
一看这个标题，谁都知道我会记录一次谈话的过程，但是在这之前，我还是想回顾一下这个光荣传统所走过的不长的历史．很有意思的是，我和他就是在谈话中认识的．我和他提起我们的初谈话时，他已经印象不深了，这也不怪他，也许是因为话题不够深刻吧，就是让他改改我为校迎新创作的剧本．我自知写得是一塌糊涂，可他倒挺婉转地给我指出了不妥之处和修改方向，既完成了我请教的目的，又不致于打击我的积极性．回到寝室我的第一反应不是来自剧本，而是佩服他针对性极强的意见，这个人不简单，仔细回想，似乎他讲的已经越过了剧本本身，涉及了很多实在的问题．我一直很想再和他有更深入的交谈，因为我也常思绪万千，苦于无处倾泻．可他很忙，不想因为那些在常人看来毫无价值或者莫名其妙的事情打扰他．
然而我感谢上天对我的眷顾，如果把一年前浦江畔的舞龙活动比作我的人生转折点一点也不为过．不是因为真切体验一把龙的传人的滋味－－也不知道是谁悄悄走进了谁的生活，总之我们的谈话历史就随着浦江龙舟，扬帆起航了．雷雨夜对＂人生终身错误＂的思考，看待事物的辨证观点，学习方式如何改进，告别舞会的设计策划以及去他家与他父母一起对大学生现状和未来道路的反思，也许很多人并不把这些看成是多大的问题，甚至更多的人对它们不屑一顾，可是对话的字里行间，我走进了他的精神世界，走进了他积极的世界观，向上的人生观．在当中我更多充当的是听众的身份，通过比较，我发现自己的思想库存竟是如此贫乏．渐渐得，谈话维系起了与日俱增的友谊，现在我们已经敞开心扉，无所不谈了．
花了这么大的篇幅来描述此前的谈话，足以见得我是个十分愿意回忆的人，这没有什么不好的，但我的感性，我的目光短浅，急于求成却酿成了许多像上面提到的，需要他来帮我解决的问题．这次长谈还是起源于此，一谈就是近三个小时，打乱了我们原先的安排，尽管他自己也碰到了一些一时难以解决的棘手问题，可他还是镇静清晰地给我提出了关键所在和他的看法．
我的困惑总是很具体，学院的舞会还算成功地结束后，我便开始考虑自己在文艺部的去留问题，其实我很久以前就开始想此事．原先进入文艺部是何等地自信，Pedo还劝我要慎重考虑，排列好每件希望完成的事情的重要度．然我也说过了，感性的我往往控制不好自己的想法，容易冲动过头，尽管我排了＂重要度＂，说实话，那只是敷衍搪塞．现在十分后悔当初的莽撞．当我向他解释退出原因时，我的所有原因还是颇显致命弊病－－没有实现竞选时的承诺，没有在搬来新学院后通过自己的努力改善外界对自己的看法．我开始也一头雾水，这样的理由似乎很正常，是现实的真实写照，能有什么不妥呢？篇头的那句话着实让我心头一震．正如他说的，我在文艺部辛苦做事充其量是在经营一个排球场大小的领域，我想实现自己的更多理想就应该以长远的目光跳出这个＂排球场＂的限制，然而要经营好一个大体育场又岂是像我当初设想的多学外语，考到教师资格证就足够的呢？如果只是这样我的目光还是不够＂远＂，而且功利性又是那么强．这一切都说明我思考问题的方式确实不对，用幼稚来形容其实也不过分．要驱除这个思想上的恶疾，肯定是艰辛的，需要一场由一次又一次的头脑风暴所组成的彻底革命．我也只有在以后的学习生活中时时提醒自己才能一点一点地改进，当然这总比一辈子蒙在鼓里，糊涂行事强上好几倍．
在处理＂排球场＂和＂体育场＂的关系上，他给了我一个兼顾双方的建议，如果文艺部的事情没有构成构筑体育场的障碍，可以齐头并进．
最终我还是要自己来处理这件事情的，明天要召开干事的增补会议了，我也许应该坦然地说出自己的想法，但我还是倾向于退出．并不是说这次谈话没有效果，相反，这是我经过冷静思考后作出的选择．
＂世界上一队小小的流浪者啊，请在我的字里行间留下你们的足迹吧．＂不知在这里用这句话是否恰当，我确实需要这样的促膝长谈，对我来说，这无疑是对生命的洗礼． (一)伤自尊了 身为一个男孩，不热衷于体育确实是一种遗憾.认识Pedo以后我改变了许多，惟独对体育的懒散态度丝毫不减，看来骨子里的懦弱和惰性真的难以撼动．还好我并不是一个运动绝缘体，跑跑步，打打球，对于我来说并不需要强制命令，有时还会情绪高涨得邀上好友拼一番．绿荫场，篮球馆，我天生对他们就抱有畏惧心理，倒不是说自己的手脚不行，就是不喜欢哄抢以及失误后的无情埋怨，最需要集体主义的项目似乎最容易由集体自身破坏这种意识．羽毛球，我的最爱，可是这回在Pedo面前，却让我愧对心中的运动宝贝．
一个月前和他切磋过半局，当时的他的技术就如我初握球拍那会儿，当然逊我几分．约定假期里好好打几个来回，我倒想杀他个落花流水，谁知他竟说要在球场上伤尽我的自尊．我不以为然，这可是我的擅长，别的不用比试我自然甘拜下风，惟独羽毛球是我自认为可以争回点脸面的，想挫败我，没那么容易．
到了场地我连准备活动都不稀罕做了，上来先给他下马威．头几个球他都没怎么接好，我看他大有＂落败＂之势啊，便放松了本来就只有些许的警惕，满以为随便打打就可将他放倒．可是到后来，他居然瞬时反超，就像服了什么妙剂．我顿时不知所措，由主动出击变成了消极防御，无论怎样变换招式都无济于事．第一局就这样莫名的被＂伤了自尊＂．＂我说吗，就是要伤你自尊的．哈哈．＂我很是不服，非扳回来不可．
天不助我就是没有办法，之后我只是把第一局复制了几遍．他的目的达到了，我的自尊被伤到＂家＂了．
短短的一个月时间Pedo的进步怎么会这么快？我起初难以相信，他在闵行也没有什么机会练习羽毛球啊．他是一个有志气的人，尽管不露锋芒，但如果他决定做什么事，就要干得漂亮；他是一个善于总结的人，这一点往往让他能够避免犯同样的错误．我呢，易于满足，看不到山外有山，犹如井底之蛙固守方寸之地．熟知我打法的人（其实还愧称其为打法）很快能找到我的众多弱点和漏洞．我只有那一点小伎俩，运用得还不到一针见血，而且在场上的换位很迟钝，对方岂不牢牢掌握？他就抓住了我的致命点，一连扣杀我好多球．即便他曾多次向我提出，恳求我少给他机会让他再＂伤我自尊＂，我就是不知悔改，到最后肯定是一败涂地了．
想想其他场景，像Pedo这样善意地＂伤我自尊＂的事例还真不在少数．如果受了伤害就只顾及疗伤，那这个伤疤即便是愈合了，也难以保证＂一劳永逸＂．只有忍心去揭开伤口的受伤者才能清晓致伤的原因．在认识了他之后我开始学着＂回头看＂，但还是会出现羽毛球场上的＂伤自尊了＂，说明我的功课还没有做好．当然最重要的就是在知道回头后不要机械地回头，必须在再次向前看时带着教训．Pedo对我的这一点影响会让我终身受益的．
＂眼睛不以视力为骄傲，却以眼镜为自豪．＂就算是这样，连＂眼镜＂都没有，那就只有塌实养好自己最实在拥有的＂视力＂，才能看清人生道路上的事物．伤了自尊不可怕，甚至在有时是需要的，然目的不在于得到怜悯，而是无悔这一生！ Step up 很长时间没有来空间看看了，就像好久都未曾回过家一样，当我轻轻推开她已布满青苔和蛛网的柴扉时，一切都是那样得新鲜，又是那样得熟悉．作为主人，我必须好好地将她照料一番了，否则再次面对她时，我会羞愧地抬不起头，因为满腹对不负责任的自斥；周遭对自恃轻蔑的指责．而且这次我是非写不可了，有满肚子的话想与我的＂家人＂和至友分享．
看过我之前日志的朋友可能会问：＂在开张篇里不是说得很清楚吗，以后都用英语写作的．怎么没留下几篇拙作就反悔了？＂对于这一点，我知道我无论怎么解释都不能掩饰英语水平停滞不前的事实．既然这篇日志对我来说非常重要，与其用蹩脚的英语词句表达，还不如用简洁的母语直抒胸臆．但我决不会把它作为违约的先例，以后的日志我还是会用英语来完成．
聆听舒缓的音乐，回首刚刚过去的五一假期，我很欣慰我的"Pedo"兄能带我进行了一次意义非凡的旅行．两个校区，两位深交，也许你会觉得再也没有什么旅行会比这更朴实了，可即便我在这七天里周游了世界，最享受的也只是我的眼睛，我们在这难得的时间里做的任何一件事情都不像出游时所应该做的，而我们找到的，却使我们受益匪浅．
接下去几天，我会按照＂伤自尊了＂＂促膝长谈＂＂感叹历史＂＂等待真爱＂＂难得友谊＂的顺序来完成这一整＂套＂日志，看完了，也就知道为什么用＂Step up＂来定题了．
I'm coming backAm I still having this space?Yeah,it's been a long time since I paid attention to this personal room last time.But I promise it dosen't mean that I have forgotten my sheep house.In fact,I made my album full a month ago.So,the renewing will be regular. For Anything UnforgetableYear it's strange for a lazy student to look back on his last semester,more marvelous,he gives birth to the idea that it's necessary to do some summarizing causually.And It was me,an idle person,who gets through his life regardless of his smelly socks and dirty shirts,that make such an unpredictable thing happen.However,even though I want to put it down,I am still to blame,for it's been half a month since my vacation's beginning.
No sooner had I thought all wishes go to an end than I moved to the old campous.Anything was out of forecast.To ensure my own position in the students' organization,I've spent too much time and energy.Unfortunately,when I was tired of the right competetion,I had to afford the consequence that the origain members didn't pay attantion on me even notice my suggestion.I couldn't realize I was stupid until I knew it was impossible to bring any transformation to this deadly group.Now I'm so disappointed that I'm not willing to refer to even a small detail about it.I ask myself continually why I offered to organize a dance party and exaggarated it must be the topmost?Maybe God knows the answer.Whatever,it will be my last mission,no matter how many tasks or activities are coming about.It is the time that I should arrange my privacy.
On account of these nonsense odds,my study has been neglected for a long time.During the period in which I was puzzed,my dear friend did me a lot of favor.Xin told me to identify the importance of the things in my plan and order them.He helped me figure out which was the first,which was following.Then my main aim turned clear.It was the very reason that why I decided to give work up and devote to the real interests.In fact,the days in Minhang campous were the most meaningful though they were short and we just talked about the daily routines or the procedures of our plain life.I cannot forget that night when Xiaohui and me laid on the same bed.It dosen't matter that the dark eight hours were sleepless or the next day I caught a cold.I just felt comfortable with my true friends.Xin,Xiaohui,Shifu,Chenghong,Dahuang and Gaopan. They're my angels who share and deliever happiness.
There's another girl I have to appreciate in my class--Yunwan.How to describe her?"Sunshine"is decent enough.She gave me the strongest power to face up the difficulties and challenges.She was allways on my side when I was weak.
To be honest,sadness was left rather than success.In a blink,this long term passed away.A new year is waiting for me.As an optimism,I have a firm faith to open a wonderful stage because of these unforgetable persons and shiny points.
Best Friend Gives Me The BestThis passage is long-overdue even deciding the title cost me almost a day.Many times I was willing to put my pencile to the paper,but eventally I always cannot arrange all my words together.Yeah,the English vocabulary is so enormous that we're often trapped in learning them by heart,while I haven't find a fit one to be utilized as a description of him.
It is only one and a half years ever since we met each other,knew each other and made best friends with each other.Maybe you'll think it unbelievable that we've been unable to be separated during such a short period.It did,does and forever.It is in this unusual duration that I have transformed a great deal.What a pity that my English is poor enough and what makes it worse,I'm subject to be moved when konwing nothing I will go ahead with.To the contrary,I'm able to compose a long composition if I give my faith up ,writing it in Chinese and with a peaceful frame of mind.Whatever,I shall still say:"I 'm ready to try my best."
As is known,he has a particular character,which is close to the humor but does not lack the intellectuality.As far as the debate competition is concerned,though he is not the peak,his comment often impresses a lot of audiences.It seems that he likes to go out of the way never losing his direction.
His principle is that everyone cannot be careful enough to anything.OK,it doesn't mean he is a rigid man.As a matter of fact,he hae the ability to make you burst into laugh and keep a memory of his classic joke.Sometimes people just regard him as a serious professor,for it is not necessary to think anything so deeply that time is gone easily.I oppose to this point,lots of persons around him still do not understand him.Talking to him is absolutely not a sort of time wasting.Each single word in his speech is not nonsense.During the communication,he always strikes home,especially when we're both focusing on the phenomena about we college students.And you can grip special points from him of great help.Of course,I resemble him that we all pay attention to the fields referred to our own development whlie others who are at our age do not or take them for granted. So to the contrast,I feel like sharing my questions with him,he can give the light leading me through the path.
Discussing so many complicated actual problems makes me have a sense that I may turn to be a young "philosopher".He,obviously,is more modest,and that's why he is pretty welcomed in our school.He speaks with belief,smiles with optimism.Having a trouble?Don't worry,he offers to do you a favor if at his convenience.A friendly authority has been founded by nature.Hence,whoever gets a chance to cooperate with him will be fortune.He's just like a predictionist who can forecast what is on its way.His suggestion usually has the magic to make your plan more perfect and significant.When it comes to the dance party last semester,I can not help appreciating we've got a big successful beyond our imagination because of his effort.
After that party our relationship was closer.At that point we came aboard and composed a small group consisted of only two persons.We had our topics added and patronized the same restaurant every other weekend.
However, a "catastrophe"landed when I still didn't figure out a way to thank him.Much more ridiculous,it was my responsibility.I was selfish and insisted on my travel to his home.As a host,he certainly showed his expectation to get the summer vacation with me.I knew he did and was sincere.It was really inot polite or decent to bother his family.In fact,I was decidedly troublesome even though uncle and anty treated me well and I felt relexed during the tour.I've been always full of apology.I've know clearly since my return that I'm to blame.I should have recognized his feelings.
How time flies by!Now we're not neighbors any longer and a little far from each other.While I'm having a faith that our friendship is permanent.We keep in touch with each other steadily.For he's given me the best,I have to do something as respond and keep him being happy and healthy everyday at least.That's not enough.Maybe I can never reach to the standerd to be the best friend.
When I Need You 3-120When I need you,I just close my eyes and touch you……
I can not help knocking at the door of 3-120 even though I know the owners heve been strangers each time I walk on by.And if the door is opened by a friendly or cruel person with the chance that we're able to talk face to face,my regard will always be"Hello,I come to see my formal home on account of endless missing".
3-120,such a significant room to me ,which is my first harbor in Shanghai,had involved a large quantities of happiness and sadness that are unforgetable .However,When I found how deeply I had fallen love with her,I had to face up the reality that I would leave her alone and then under somebody elses' occupation pretty soon.I struggled and tried my best to conserve it.But the evil strength was so stronge and terrible that I was at my wit's end when I was wore out.Only to pick up lots of odds in my memory cuold I feel a little better.Suffering difficulties,I showed no ability.
Through the small door eye,I see all the things.
Two best friends are seated together,talking some questions full of philosophy that no one else may be attracted in.But they enjoy themselves and grasp the achievement and confidence from thinking about the social phenomena and discovering the mental world.
Two best roommates are staring the same computer screen when one of them come across a barrier in operating the system."It'll be simple as long as I stand by your side forever."The rocks are removed finally because of their trust.
Two best partners are discussing the plan of a performence which will have a competition with others to enter the gola.Sometimes they are trapped by the pressure from the leaders or the intense time limitation--never giving up their faith.They all have the expectation to triumph with no care about the result.
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I halt once again as soon as turning left and in front of the door.I rise my right hand,controling myself not to shout out"Open the door and I'm back".I cried a tear,I know where the tear is from. I really miss you,no occasion will be an exception.
Crazy NightI have to break the role on account of the unforgottenable night last night.So the diary today will be the memory of yesterday.Year,I've said I don't care about the Christmas Day which does not belong to China.But I did take part in a Christmas party,and the reason was quite ordinary:I needed a crazy night after the CET-4.
The situation yesterday was a little particular.I never imagined there were so many audiences who are eager to anticipate in this party.In reality,there was noting special in this Christmas party.Hip-hop shows, Disco time and body-constructed practices.Ok,I don't want to tell the details about the party,I just felt happy after being full of enthusiasm.So why such a commen party would give me the sense that I was thrown to the peak and enjoyed the stimulatationof the emotional height.
Each day we just continue doing almost the same thing.When loneliness and dullness are aroused,we also try our best to make it transformed.What should be done to let the perfect life be on its way?However,if you're at your wit's end,why not struggling out of the mud and abandoning all of your thoughts?You could be released from the complicated work and mind through other ways.Joining in a party is an example,good example.
Forget anything but be lead by the rhythm of all kinds of music.No matter you adapt the holl's atmosphere or not,the only thing you should do is dancing without limitation.Have a try ,and you'll be relexed.
Stop here.Today,"Nothing's gonna change my love for you"is coming to you.Enjoy this old song. |
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